Should I quit flying? (a private pilot student)
Asked by: goldmund 10662 views Private Pilot, Student Pilot
I am a student pilot for private. I have more than 100 hours (after about 85 hours I quit counting how many hours I have because it was so depressing to see), and I soloed when I had about 50 hours. I am a slow learner in flying, and three of my previous CFIs all encouraged me to "quit" because they did not think that I had the ability to "fly". Finally I met an experienced CFI who is not a time builder, and under his instruction, I finally was able to solo several months ago. Now, I have been struggling to finish my license. I have met all the requirements, and I scored well (more than 90) on my written test. My checkride was scheduled twice already, both time it has to be cancelled because I was not quite ready (and my CFI thought the same too). I I have been flying at least 2-3 times a week. I have never had this kind of problems when I was learning musical instruments or sports -- I was actually better/faster than average. I am good at multi-tasking at my job, but not in flying.
During the past weeks, I had three mock checkrides with my instructor, I have had a hard time to do certain maneuvers like:
(1) short field landing (I always hit short on the runway before my touchdown point, or my final airspeed was too fast -- about 10-15 knots faster than recommended speed)
(2) When entering slow flight, I lost 200 feet this time, but at least it was better than last time where I lost 500 feet. But climbing/descending/turning during slow flight all went ok.
(3) steep turns - first try at steep turn I always lose 100-200 feet, and the second try I do it perfectly -- it has been ongoing like this for the past weeks. Sometimes I turn at 35 or 50 degrees as well.
(4) forced landing: my instructor simulated an engine failure on downwind in the traffic pattern, and I focused too much on maintaining glide speed and checking instruments, and forgot that I had to turn/slip into the runway right away. Last time it was simulated in an unpopulated area, and I was trying to land downwind. I do not know what kind of mistakes I will make in the next simulated engine failure.
So far, my instructor did not have to take control of the airplane during the mock checkrides, but I just feel like I am never going to be ready for a checkride. I was seriously thinking about quitting when all my three previous instructors did not see any hope in myself, and now I am thinking again maybe this is a real time to give up before I spend too much money. (I spent a lot of money already as you can tell). My goal was to become an airline pilot -- yes, I know some people including my previous instructors will laugh at me that I was even thinking about to become an airliner.
Any advice/comment would be appreciated.







